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The Science of Choking (And How to Stop Doing It)

A NASA engineer once spoke about the “tolerance stack”—the practice of accounting for every possible stress a spacecraft might face. What struck me wasn’t the complexity, but the philosophy: Pressure isn’t the enemy; unpreparedness is. This mirrors what elite performers understand instinctively—that pressure itself is neutral. It’s our physiological interpretation of it that determines whether we rise or crumble.

Threat vs. Challenge: Your Body’s Dueling Narratives

When faced with high stakes, your autonomic nervous system doesn’t just react—it interprets.

Threat Mode

• Physiology: Cortisol spikes, blood vessels constrict, prefrontal cortex dims

• Mindset: “I might lose what I have” (protection focus)

• Outcome: Tunnel vision, choked decisions, impaired motor skills

Challenge Mode

• Physiology: Adrenaline surges, blood vessels dilate, prefrontal cortex engages

• Mindset: “I can gain something here” (opportunity focus)

• Outcome: Enhanced focus, flow state, precise execution

A study of Olympic athletes found that those who framed pressure as a privilege (vs. a threat) showed 23% better performance under duress. Their secret? They viewed adrenaline not as anxiety, but as evolutionary fuel—the same chemical cocktail that once helped ancestors hunt mammoths.

The Identity-Outcome Decoupling

Pressure becomes toxic when we tether self-worth to results. Consider:

• A CEO who equates market share with personal value

• A violinist who ties their entire identity to concert reviews

• A parent measuring worth by children’s achievements

This fusion creates what psychologists call “contingent self-esteem”—a mental prison where every setback feels existential.

The reframe: You are a soul having an experience, not a resume accumulating validations. Serena Williams didn’t win 23 Grand Slams by needing each title to feel whole. She won them by caring deeply about excellence while knowing her humanity remained intact regardless of any match’s outcome.

The Three Pillars of Pressure Mastery

1. Preparation: The Non-Negotiable Foundation

You can’t lie to your nervous system. No mantra or breathing trick compensates for skipped reps, half-hearted rehearsals, or ignored weaknesses.

Elite practice:

• Surgeons simulate operations in VR with cascading complications

• Special forces conduct “stress inoculation” drills with live explosives

• Chess grandmasters study not just wins, but losses of past champions

Your body needs embodied evidence of readiness. When your cells have muscle memory of success under fire, threat mode loses its grip.

2. Reflective Reinforcement: Building Neural Trust

After preparation comes certification. This isn’t positive thinking—it’s forensic review.

Protocol:

• Maintain a “pressure journal” cataloging past high-stakes wins

• Before major events, mentally walk through your preparation timeline

• Verbalize specific competencies developed (“My 500 hours of crisis simulations mean I can adapt when plans unravel”)

A Goldman Sachs study found traders who spent 10 minutes daily reviewing past successful risk assessments made 17% better decisions under market chaos.

3. Competence Declarations: The Language of Invincibility

In challenge mode, self-talk isn’t about motivation—it’s about fact-based assertion.

Effective:

• “I’ve solved harder problems in practice”

• “My training has wired me for this uncertainty”

• “I’ve earned the right to be here”

Ineffective:

• “I’m the best!” (Unanchored bravado)

• “Don’t mess up!” (Threat-focused)

Muhammad Ali didn’t say “I hope I win.” He declared “I’ve wrestled with alligators—this is nothing!” His bravado wasn’t empty; it was rooted in grueling roadwork and sparring sessions that left him puking.

The Ultimate Reframe

Pressure isn’t something to conquer—it’s proof you’re playing a game worth winning. The artist facing a blank canvas, the surgeon scrubbing in for a complex procedure, the entrepreneur pitching their life’s work—they all share one truth: Butterflies are the tax on meaningful pursuits.

What separates icons from the rest isn’t immunity to pressure, but reverence for it. They understand that:

• Palms sweating mean you care

• A racing heart means you’re alive

• Fear of failure means you’re aiming beyond your comfort’s borders

The Bigger Picture

Leonardo da Vinci died with 75% of his works unfinished. J.K. Rowling’s Harry Potter was rejected 12 times. Michael Jordan missed 26 game-winning shots. Their legacies weren’t built on perfect outcomes, but on showing up—again and again—to dance with pressure on their terms.

When you stop seeing pressure as a judge and start treating it as a dance partner, everything changes. You’ll still feel the heat. But now, you’ll understand: It’s not the absence of fear that makes you brave. It’s the presence of purpose that makes you unstoppable.

Two Quotes

1. “There is only one thing that makes a dream impossible to achieve: the fear of failure. When you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you achieve it. But it is your duty to fight, even when fear whispers, ‘You’ll never survive the storm.’” - Paulo Coelho

2. “I am not what happened to me, I am what I choose to become. Nothing has a stronger influence psychologically on their environment and especially on their children than the unlived life of the parent. The privilege of a lifetime is to become who you truly are.” - Carl Jung

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To Building Fortitude.

 Best Regards,

Colin Jonov, Founder & CEO Athletic Fortitude